Can't Read My... Can't Read My...

I hate it when I cannot control a situation. Today, I tried my best, as I did yesterday and ended up in failure. It is a humbling moment when someone does something and they are fully aware that they are making a big mistake. I kept telling myself constantly inside that it's not the proper way.

I was like wow, this sucks. I couldn't connect to the people at all. I tried to change the way I talk, but it doesn't come out right.

I need a bath or something. I need to slap myself and wake up from this daze. What is it with these people or maybe it's me. Maybe God is showing me something I need to work on, like I need to force myself to be humble all the time and think of what people will feel, rather than my pocket.

I embarked on this knowing that it will change my personality and my perception towards asking for stuff. It's hard to deal with offering something they don't really need, and the real irony is I need it.

What is the secret? What do I need to do to make this work everyday, consistently.

Colored Contacts

So we all know Paris Hilton doesn't have blue eyes. Someone can be beautiful with them on. She became famous with those.

    

Bored!

I don't know what to do. I'm on this weird budget until October 15. Here's the story, I am going to LA for a 4 day vacation to eat food.

I will have to find out things to do, places to visit that will not cost me anything. I bet with this economy many people seem to find stuff that isn't expensive. I should go tanning, thats free just lay on the beach and do nothing, hmmm maybe I want to just stay home and play some games.

Since I'm filipino I want to visit like Jolibee, and Goldilock's, like all those food I used to like when I was a kid. So I have to save money, for all those food purchases I'm going to make.

The rabbit on the picture above is so big its so cute. I want to cuddle with it and eat it.

Stress and Dating?

So apparently when you try to tell someone ahead of time, before its too late, that a relationship is not going to work out, it still feels bad, why?

Isn't it ironic, that I'm doing that person a favor by not lying and telling the truth but in the end you still feel bad.  I don't know but that sounds wrong.

DAMN! I am my own person, and I should be free to do whatever I want. None should be able to make anyone feel horrible for not liking someone.

Perez Hilton.. Like it or No?

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

Have you ever stumbled into that page? It's pink and colorful and it is filled with hundreds of gossip blogs and articles. I have been addicted to it for a while, and it makes me wonder, about how I don't know half of these celebrities that are mentioned there. Who the hell is Aubrey O'day and what did she do again?

That website may or may not be interesting to some, but it makes my day pass really quick. It is of course just filled with his opinions and lovely to say, hundreds of negative comments about him are posted all over.

Although, it is ironic that the more someone hates him the more he gets popular.

Every now and then, he has posts a mail of the day.. and he normally features a hate mail. It is funny, because right after the post he places the person's email address and contact information for the whole world to see.

So far he is living the life of a Gossip King! Cheers!