Human Behavior

Today I had a realization that people can, most of the time, disappoint you. However, we live and we learn, through all these things that happen to us. I have so much things to say but the junk in my mind is overflowing with so many thoughts.

Emotions can be cruel and I have rarely feel these things because I limit the people that can get in. I don't like feeling dependent on someone else's feelings. It is just like being so vulnerable, so much like an open wound... anything can infect it, so easily.

The only hope I can cling on is this faith I have. The light on the other side of the tunnel, but unfortunately, I have to go through the dark narrow passage and experience all these hardships. All I know is in the end there will be no more fears, no more pain, and no more tears..

My two cents! Have a nice day!

So Happy! Valentine's Day Will Be Over in 2 Hours!

I'm glad that the day is going to pass by soon. I just couldn't stand the romantic humidity, not because I am single but just because everyone asked me what I'm going to do today. I didn't really want to answer that.

It's like a pimple on my nose that pesters with pain and redness. Too ashamed to go out and look like an idiot alone, while everyone is a couple. BLEH!!

Random Humor

Good Boy

So, I've been noticing that I don't really go out that much. Probably because my income isn't as much now as before, but not only that, I've just lost the will to squander my time. Possibly, also is the fact that it's the beginning of a new year and people are just focusing now with their own shit.

As far as I know, I have been really a good boy lately. I really like it.

2010 Mad Changes!

You know, of all the things I am tired of is basically a lot of things. So this new year, I want to get rid of the feelings, things, and lifestyles that didn't work for me in the past 2009. Time to make some MAD CHANGES.. a dramatic shift! Who doesn't like improvements? This is probably more of a rant but I felt like writing it!

First issue is, I am getting rid of my gluttony! I gained around 10 pounds last holiday season. I ate and ate, and then got bloated like some stuffed turkey. It is time to look good. It is time to lose that unhealthy weight that has been stopping me from getting naked in South Beach. No more food, except that 1,000 calories I need to survive.

Second issue, the removal of old phone numbers! Who needs to keep in touch with people who doesn't even call you. They can kiss my asian ass goodbye. Old dates, hook ups, and many acquaintances that just needed  you temporary have already been deleted, now, I need to get rid of those who will not be useful for 2010. Let's be honest, why would you keep their number when they probably don't have yours.

Last issue is, the part that I keep thinking I will meet someone special. Now this year 2010, I will not even think about that. I have fully understood that, it is not possible to find someone special, just because! I love myself to even get depressed over being single.